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Thursday, June 30, 2005
hahaz~ time seems to fly when you spend the whole day studying... =S yup... been having terms for the past few days... and yes, i will fail everything~ groan* tues had phy paper... alot alot of blanks..wed... had chem SPA (sci prac asses) ... bah~ i'm so used to copying sarah's calculations, i dunno how to count! took me 3 attempts! first try i got 700 plus for x value... which is super way off~ 2nd time... got 440... groan... VERY off... only until the invigilator said 'last 2 mins' den i got it~ phew... the ans 6~...today.... really bad... had maths... and at the start, quite alright... could do the first 2 sums... den the rest... gone case... those that i could do got alot of careless mistakes too i just realized... grrr... sigh~ think i'll end up getting retained.. got chem and chi tmr... no confidence at all for chem. . demoralised out already...chi is a 3hr15min straight paper! yikes~ i'll prob fall aslp mid-way...can't wait for tmr to ba over... den i'll just go shopping and 4get everything~
kaela @
6:47:00 PM
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Monday, June 27, 2005
oh well... first day of exams today... groan... gp was so *cheem* !hahaz~ and we were taking the exam in the badminton hall, which is super cold... the air con just keeps blowing and blowing for the few hours! econs was worse i think... cause i really had nothing to write! plus the fact my 'besides' were all sound asleep didn't help... Amos was already dozing off after an hour! hahaz~ den i actually fell asleep too ! sleep induction... cause the sb one guy on my left also drifting in and out of sleep... yah... so i was dreaming away, like REALLY... and when i blinked awake, i realized that i had sleep-wrote, cause there was this 'lian' word on my paper... can't even rmb what i was dreaming abt! gosh... hahaz~ oh and amos has this plastic black glasses that make him look real boyish... he says he got them since p4! they're his 'thinking glasses' cause they make him feel smarter... =S =S =S lol!!! oh well...anything goes i guess..oh den went to cb after sch, met alot of pple... weesiang, manting, elizabeth, bee chin, yiwen... yup yup... and dragged off to tuition... groan... it's 11.30 and i haven started revising for phy yet... gonna shower and hit the papers! =Slove, shuhui
kaela @
11:23:00 PM
date:
Sunday, June 26, 2005
oh no... tmr 's the start of the exam week...groan... still haven touched my maths at all! and chem i got 3 chaps left...haiz~ went for 9am svc, but din get to go for the 11.15 CIC cause it was cancelled... so i just shivered my time away in mac with my econs tys... =S (tmr got econs paper)den went for tuition... hahaz~ the teacher treated us ice lemon tea... and i got to draw borders of smiley faces on jin hong's and kai lun's paper... lol~yup den met ah liy and ah qiu @ causeway... been such a long time! we took neoprints, lots and lots wih glitter, and bought friendship bands, and went to to yak away at long john... hahaz~ miss the good old times where qiu and I just sat in bk the whole day yakking away and talking in manners only we can understand... *wistful smile*oh well... wish me luck peeps...God bless you all with smiley faces when you go back to sch~ =)
kaela @
8:50:00 PM
date:
Friday, June 24, 2005
Why r we living in such a realistic world? i really don't want to study anymore... nth seems to go in... and at the end of the day, i still can't seem to do the questions... oh well... i've already been failing... so i guess failing terms doesn't make much of a diff.. =S if they decide to retain me at the end of the year, i'll just quit i guess... and take up something easy... i'm too tired to bother... i've alr tried, so u guys can't say i din... but it's not working out... i feel like a zombie... cause i dunno what i'm living for... can't imagine facing all this crap for another 50 years? groan...
kaela @
10:17:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
so it's books and papers. new staple of mine... *yippee* =Syar... and i'm letting coffee bean earn lotsa money off me! sigh... maths test tmr... and i REALLY haven touched any maths... like i said... i dun like maths, maths dun like me more... simple truths are always the worst... *groan*wish me luck for tmr kayys...hey not easy to rise and shine when u noe u'll be facing a 'sure-fail' maths test, and a phy lec, and a gp 1 on 1... all during the hols!!!only piece of good news... hockey shirts tmr!!! yayys! =) =) =)
kaela @
9:42:00 PM
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Monday, June 20, 2005
hahaz~ back to the young days! went to the zoo for cip... our station : the slow loris... like supposed to just squeeze a touch object for as long as possible... so kids took it super seriously and actually did it for an hour and 30 mins! groan... hahaz~ den we had to do balloon scupting too which was pretty neat... spun out all types of animals... deer, ram, giraffe, dog, elephant, sloth, slow loris, mouse, rabbit, poodle, etc... hahaz~ yah... but here's the sad fact of the day: i was called 'aunty' twice!!! =( *grroan*hahaz~ and there was this specimen of the slow loris... nice and furry... so i kept petting and cuddling it... until the lady told me it was once alive!!! =S lol...but we were so busy... we hardly had time to sit and have lunch... din even realise food had arrived... lol... but it was quite well paid off, to see all the kids smiling~ =)
kaela @
11:38:00 PM
date:
Sunday, June 19, 2005
today's daddy's day!! hahaz~ so off to work first thing in the morn, den had tuition, and dove off to coffee bean with prissy~ and put on the finishing touches~and went home to suprise daddy dearest~!2 tees, one markered with 'you rock our world' and some weird tatto sign my brother drew, the other fabric painted 'CERTIFIED D.A.D' !!yup...self-made beaded hp strap, his all-time fav chocs, packs and packs of em' maltesers!and... mushy mushy stuff on a card strung with beads~and now, off to sing to daddy dearest up above! happy daddy's day to all dads and dad's-to-be! =)*Jesus loves you and so do i*
kaela @
10:47:00 PM
date:
Friday, June 17, 2005
that's it... if i dun pass my terms, i'm quitting... i can't take it ! i'm going nuts, period... study so much, but i can't seem to absorb anything.. and i can't do the questions...
i have just one week left, and i've only read thru my phy notes so far...and the worse part is.... i seem to be the only one who can't cope even though i've tried... and now... i'm wondering why i'm trying... seems quite pointless...
as if that isn't enough, i can't seem to recover from what that's making me sick... so... i'm not going to care... i'm binging now... i can't count calories like cp, but 184.2g of chips should contain alot alot alot!
groan.... i really dunno what to do now! verge of everything~ even blasting music in my ears don't help anymore... and i doubt swimming 30 laps at night will work this time, cause instead of thinking, i don't want to think!!!
okiez... enough whining... i need to do some mental yoga... -_-"
kaela @
10:24:00 PM
date:
Thursday, June 16, 2005
first time i tried my hand at pool... had og outing... vision this... me with a red nose riding a unicycle... yar something like that... i got my ball to bounce!!!>....... vertically... by right... it should be going horizontally off the walls~ hmmm...and my cue hit the lights....really hard till they actually started a wild swing.. *groan*
kaela @
11:46:00 PM
date:
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
i'm sick, tired, sleepy, and bound to a whole pile of stuff to revise... what could be worse? tmr's constance's bday and they're going to sentosa... i dunno if i should go... cause.. of the above reasons... plus i went on mon for class outing so already sunburnt and all... and my og's going there on thurs! groan... oh today went to science centre again for CIP... last day... the kids are so cute! really... zhen hong, wei jie, and 2 more in my group... had some workshop on light den made periscopes, sundials, and kareidoscopes... =) oh...den rushed to orchard to catch mr. and mrs. smith at cine... not bad la... but the ending... so sudden~ when the credits started rolling, i was like... 'ended already?!' lol...
kaela @
11:17:00 PM
date:
Saturday, June 11, 2005
oh joy i woke at 10.20 today... and the twist : i gotta report at sci centre @ 11 for CIP.. what's new? lol.. rushed off to svc after that.. qiuying and cuimin went! =) oh on thurs went for the last session of the youth conference~ it was so good, it's beyond words to describe it... the atmosphere, the presence.. i really feel like i've become a new person.... 9 June.. definitely an important day.. One filled with visions and His strong presence... yup..
kaela @
10:21:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
sigh... today was a super tiring day! cause we had to run 10 rounds around the track for hockey training! hahaz~ but was really satisfying when we completed it... oh ya.. today's the first day i had training wif my stick! yay~! oh and we had matches, and the blues (my team) won! hahaz~ =0)
kaela @
9:43:00 PM
date:
Monday, June 06, 2005
hmmm.. on friday 4e1 had class gathering @ seoul gardens @ ngee ann city... seeing all those friends whom i haven seen for so long... really brings abt alot of feelings... sigh~ pity i got tuition so i couldn't stay wif them... yup.. sat went for CG and svc... was quite okay i guess..hmmm...den ytd... just slacked like crazy... cookies came over and made a huge mess! lol... den went for tuition early and had a nice long chat with kai lun~ amazing how we can find so much to talk about after so many years! today... absolutely great and bad day!! hahaz~ went to sentosa for 1sb2 class outing.. but only 10 went, so can say it's just like cluster outing... only 3 girls~ lol.. yup.. so in today's events, stars : Chun Pin, Sarah, and me (the 3 girls), qing yuan, yue heng, randy, xavier, eugene, chong peng, and lucas! yup... but we had a super fun time! we bought this volleyball, den headed to siloso beach.. like really hot weather! the sand was so hot, my feet has tiny blisters on the soles.. cause we played games barefooted.. at times we just dug a hole and stood in it.. or dipped our feet in the sea.. ya... so i got all wet too cause alot of splashing went on ~ hahaz~ but it was quite an unlucky day for me too.. and ian~ i got bitten by red ants, got my wound open again and i think quite dirtied, got sunburnt like crazy~ and i din bring my tuition stuff.. etc etc etc... but ian was worse, cause he's bag got stolen.. :( sigh~ oh we played like crazy.. captain's ball, soccer, volleyball, water polo, and all those card games~ oh!! and we buried randy in the sand! hahaz~ after deciding we were burnt enough, we headed over to sakae~ hahaz~ here comes the funniest part.. we were on this tram-bus thingy~ and we realised we missed our stop and that the next stop is quite far away.. and since the tram-bus thing was moving quite slowly, we decided to jump! lol! the driver got heart attack i think~ when the guys started jumping out.. he immediately braked! so we all clambered out~ and the driver was making annoucements over the pa "pls do not jump out, no matter what happens, etc etc etc.." we were laughing so badly~ hahaz~ so we went to sakae for sushi! the guys had the buffet thingy, while we stuck to ala carte~ so funny~ cause we made sure the buffet pple ate their worth~ we actually stacked the plates and counted! lol~ as for us, we had a party set~ hahaz~ya... not bad.. i thought the day was going to end in a flop, cause only 10 pple were going~ and.. din really plan to do anything... but everything worked out great! praise god~ =)
kaela @
11:23:00 PM
date:
Thursday, June 02, 2005
yay! got my stick! it's dark purple with abit of fluorescent orange... lol~ grays 400.. yup... so after hockey training ytd.. went to meet the group to do gpp... and got scolded by xian ming and qing yuan for buying snapple at coffee bean... scold scold scold.. coz they say go coffee bean should drink coffee.. but i just felt like having snapple! hahaz~ ya.. today chun and i went to the ZOO!!! yah.. but for the cip briefing.. we got lost so end up taking cab.. lol.. ya.. but we got to roam around and all.. was quite interesting.. our station is ballloon sculpting! so we got to mess around with the balloons and all..quite fun.. learnt how to sculpt giraffe, rabbit, elephant, sloth, and dog! yippee~ i'm lovin' it~! hahaz~ way fun! cept when the balloons burst and all.. yup yup.. =)
kaela @
10:37:00 PM